Am i going crazy, or are the people in my life stupid and pointless .
By
on
September 30th, 2008
We have a small kitchen, designed for one. And we(me and my ma) have 2 lodgers and a student living with us. I work from 5.45am to 9.45am and i study at home all day(home learning).
They’re supposed to be out of the house studying and/or working during the day(9am to 4.30/5pm mon-fri) and there’s always someone here. Playing their music loudly or hogging the kitchen.
I just needed to do some laundry in the kitchen and the lodger was just standing in front of the washing machine making coffee, i can’t maneuver around people in that kitchen. So i asked my mum what her schedule is and she just snapped at me and told me that i “Would never get any peace so i should stop moaning.”
Am i crazy or is my mum just a stupid, pointless, ignorant cow who should go to hell.
By the way i’m 20 years old.
Am i crazy, or do i have a point with their schedules.
What should i do.
THEY SHOULD BE AT SCHOOL.
I can’t concentrate with their inconsiderate noise.
I really want to move out but i can’t study full-time and work full-time too. I don’t have the stamina.
Aaah i wish i was dead.
I would Have to work full-time to be able to move out.
It costs £400 to live in a stinky room in a shared house in the city of Cambridge, U.K.
If i wanted a flat or something like that, i would need about £550.
Whenever i show any sort of ‘bad’ emotion, My mum says that i remind her of my dad.
My dad is mentally ill, he’s an alcoholic, he takes crack cocaine and speed, and he used to beat my mum. She’s not a very intelligent woman, she agreed to marry him after he burnt cigarette holes in her arm. And i don’t think she has any empathy or much kindness for people in trouble.
She makes me think that i’m crazy all the time, she blurs the lines of living for me by saying things like that.
I don’t know whether i’m crazy or not.
She makes me feel bad about myself by comparing me to him.
I don’t drink, i’m not violent, i don’t do drugs, and i listen to other people’s problems all day.
It’s not my fault i look like my father, but if i really remind my mother of him so much then why didn’t she just abort me. Why have children with someone you hate, then blame the kids for looking like him.
birdlabrie says:
Honestly. Move out.
September 30th, 2008 at 9:16 pm
Homer J Marley says:
Their schedules are none of your business.
You can’t rent rooms to students and tell them that they can’t be in the house from 9 to 5.
September 30th, 2008 at 10:11 pm
James Q says:
It won’t get any easier as you get older. Move out, don’t end up stuck there for years.
September 30th, 2008 at 10:46 pm
Sunshine Hell says:
why cant you find a studio apartment somewhere. your working and studying is important. depending where you live you could prob find one around 400 and up a month.
or you could always go to the library for things like studying. I know you prob feel like you shouldn’t have to resort to something like that but, you cant exactly always work your time around others. you will only makes things worse for yourself.if you haven’t already.
oh and if someone was playing loud music while i was studying.id ask them to turn it down or off until your were finished. if they cant understand or respect that.go take the radio and throw it out the window.no not really, but that is something i would want to do.
September 30th, 2008 at 11:20 pm
kinderbuena says:
I dont think you’re crazy but i think those statements about your mum are very harsh.
I think you guys need to sit down and discuss the situation, and come to some sort of arrangement. It can be solvable if everybody is willling to be mature, understanding and respectful towards one anothers needs.
October 1st, 2008 at 12:18 am
kristinmay says:
I’m assuming the comment about your mother was made in frustration and that she isn’t a cow.or stupid. And I really don’t think you want her to go to hell. I’m also going to make the assumption that you should move out. You’re 20. Let’s turn it around.
Are you a stupid, pointless, ignorant cow who should grow up.
I know I won’t get “Best Answer” for this one, because in this case, the truth sucks. Deal with it or move out.
PS. 5:45 to 9:45 is not working full time.Do the math
PSS. Be careful what you wish for. It might just come true.
October 1st, 2008 at 12:59 am